Was Yuuri kidding? Yuri didn't care about what happened to this thing. It was something that was growing in him. That much was true. To consider it anything he would feel a sense of kinship with was pushing things. It was better to not acknowledge it as anything really living.
The plan was to have this one. And then the next and the next. There was no plan to see it or care for it. Only to do what he had signed papers to do. Be pregnant. Have the thing. Pass it to the scientists.
That was the intention.
"If it dies then it dies. If it doesn't then it doesn't. It is nothing to me. Just a thing in my stomach that will eventually be taken out of my stomach for a new thing to be put in."
To see it as nothing more than that was the intention of course. But even best intentions could fall apart. Yuri only needed to stay focused to keep on task.
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Was Yuuri kidding? Yuri didn't care about what happened to this thing. It was something that was growing in him. That much was true. To consider it anything he would feel a sense of kinship with was pushing things. It was better to not acknowledge it as anything really living.
The plan was to have this one. And then the next and the next. There was no plan to see it or care for it. Only to do what he had signed papers to do. Be pregnant. Have the thing. Pass it to the scientists.
That was the intention.
"If it dies then it dies. If it doesn't then it doesn't. It is nothing to me. Just a thing in my stomach that will eventually be taken out of my stomach for a new thing to be put in."
To see it as nothing more than that was the intention of course. But even best intentions could fall apart. Yuri only needed to stay focused to keep on task.